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Crying On Holidays

by Kingsley

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Intro 01:34
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You think we would've figured it out by now Looking back on this year, I smile somehow You showed me new highs and all time lows My baby, my baby I loved you in more ways Than you'll ever know Still tripping over all of your texts Like things I should of said, could of said, would of said Damn, shit got lost in my head And I, left you on read And I, can't keep crying like this Damn you got me crying like this Won't keep, got me, crying like this No Cause I miss you on the rainy days Wanna kiss you on the lonely nights I'm crying, I'm crying on holidays Cause I miss you on the rainy days Wanna kiss you on the lonely nights I'm crying, I'm crying on holidays I'm crying, I'm crying on holidays
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You Didn't (Remastered) 03:26
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I let you delegate, dictate I let my own faith, lead me astray I let you dominate, always forgave I let my own heart get in the way Cause that's what I thought you really needed Say that you love me I don't believe it You didn't fall, the way that I fell Head over heel, I fell by my goddamn self You didn't fall, the way that I fell Tell me you love me, never fell for me You didn't You didn't You didn't You didn't I let you up, use me up I let my foolishness, lead the way I let you let go, til you lost control I let my loneliness determine your stay Cause that's what I thought you really needed, Say that you love me I don't believe it You didn't fall, the way that I fell Head over heel, I fell by my goddamn self You didn't fall, the way that I fell Tell me you love me, but never fell for me You didn't You didn't You didn't You didn't No, you didn't You didn't You didn't You didn't You didn't Oh, you told me to be patient with you How long did you expect me to Situation is confusing as can be, Cause how can you love me But not be in love with me You didn't fall, the way that I fell Head over heel, I fell by my goddamn self No you didn't fall, the way that I fell Tell me you love me, but never fell for me You didn't You didn't You didn't You didn't You didn't You didn't You didn't Cause that's what I thought you really needed All of my love won't be repeated
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Changed 03:01
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Trusted you with all of me Gifted you with my mind and my body, mhhh Hoped that you would love the same Tears and memories like Portland rain Portland rain Oh, I held you in the darkest times Yeah I held you, hoped you see the light But we wasn't who we ought to be Tears and memories, Portland rain And we changed, for better or for worse Yeah, we changed, til everyone got hurt Yeah, we changed to find out your love could not be tamed Yea, we are changed, yeah we changed Trusted me with your embrace Let me in, now we're estranged, no Thought we were on the same page Are you happier removing me from your picture frame Wish I could go get my back time Yeah, in this life couldn't get it right Are you happier removing me from your picture fame From your picture fame And we changed, for better or for worse Yeah, we changed, til everyone got hurt Yeah, we changed to find out your love could not be tamed Yeah, we are changed, yeah, we changed So why me, why me Did you think you could run from your past and blame me All these changes, fuck these changes Cause you couldn't love the same And we changed, for better or for worse We changed, til everyone got hurt And we changed, for better or for worse We changed, til everyone got hurt Yeah, we changed to find out your love could not be tamed Yea, we are changed, yeah we changed And you changed, and I changed, and we changed And you changed, and I changed, and we changed
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All Me 03:10
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Should of moved on But you wanted to say Should of let go Had to go your own way Now we're in this mess Bitter as can be Are you doing well Are you doing well Oh, without me, out me I drank all my feelings And I tried to stay sober Fuck I can't lie, tried to move on See I'm right where you left me And I drank up all my money And I tried, I'm still lonely Baby don't lie, say you moved on See I'm right where you left me Tell me is it you Is it me Say it's you Cause it feels like it all me All me Should of know better But I lost my head Should of had it all I chose pride instead Now I'm all fucked up Rotten to my core See I'm not doing well I'm not doing well Oh, when it just me, just me I drank all my feelings And I tried to stay sober Fuck I can't lie, tried to move on See I'm right where you left me And I drank up all my money And I tried, I'm still lonely Baby don't lie, say you moved on See I'm right where you left me Tell me is you It is me Say it's you Cause it feels like it all me All me, all me It is you Is it me Say it's you Damn it feels likes it's all me All me
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Loving You 03:14
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You see, it was crazy right Falling, for you What is this feeling, whole in my chest I'm really dying, hardly get rest I'm freaking out How the feel are you so cool Not guna make it, holding on to you Was I always this broken Or did you wreck me Was I always this fucked up Or did you push me to be See loving you Worst thing I could do Ooo, loving you, took all of me to lose Loving you, loving you What are we doing, I'm so confused Two fucking years, no love I'm amused See I'm not okay How the hell did you expect me to be Hate to regret it Need to let you go, I can't let you go Was I always this broken Or did you wreck me Was I always this fucked up Or did you push me to be See loving you Worst thing I could do Ooo, loving you, took all of me to lose Loving you, loving you Looked past your damage Moved through the madness Am I the beauty, or the beast Lost in your habits Heart couldn't salvage I loved you more than me See loving you Worst thing I could do Ooo, loving you, took all of me to lose Loving you, loving you Loving you, loving you Loving you, loving you Loving you, loving you Worst thing I could, I could do
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Breaking Still 02:56
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Tired, breaking my Tiredd, breaking still I'm still sad and you seem fine to me I'm still mad, you'll never be right for me How could I not be honest, I believed your lies were promises I'm, I'm still hurt, will I ever get over you Tired breaking my own damn heart Oh I'm, tired of breaking my own heart Oh I'm, tired of breaking still, yeah Breaking, tired breaking still I'm still sad looks like the worst part of me I'm still mad but I don't wanna be I let you take all of me, Turned my love into a third-degree Oh, I'm still hurt, I'll never stop holding on, I'm holding on Tired breaking my own damn heart Oh I'm, tired of breaking my own heart Oh I'm, tired of breaking still, yeah Breaking, tired breaking still Is there anybody out there Tell me it'll be okay Is there anybody out there Who knows how to take the pain So take it all, take it all away Tired breaking my own damn heart Oh I'm, tired of breaking my own heart Oh I'm, tired of breaking still, yeah Breaking, tired breaking still
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Therapy 03:19
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Damn I need some fucking therapy To get through you What the fuck did you do to me, do to me I loved you Now my mind's my worst enemy How could you I let my heart waste away, waste way All for you Your love shady, black magic And really it's tragic I pulled myself under Trying to save you from you Save you from you See you burned all these bridges Turned fucking malicious I never recover Trying to save me from you, save me from you Damn I need some fucking therapy To move passed you How'd I ever let you run these games, run These games Ohh, damn you Now my heart don't even fuck with me It's shameful Gave my love away carelessly, carelessly All to you Your love shady, black magic And really it's tragic I pulled myself under Trying to save you from you Save you from you See you burned all these bridges Turned fucking malicious I never recover Trying to save me from you, save me from you Damn, I need some fucking therapy Therapy, therapy, therapy Call me crazy, guess I'm crazy Lost myself and my mind Boy you changed me Call me needy, guess I'm needy Need you to feel all the pain you caused me Hope the next bitch, oh, the next bitch Pulls a you on you, like you did to me Then you'll need some therapy See you burned all these bridges Turned fucking malicious I never recover Trying to save me from you, save me from you Damn, I need some fucking therapy Therapy, therapy, therapy Therapy, therapy Therapy, therapy Therapy
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I'm Fine 03:13
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I'm Fine I'm Fine I don't need you I don't I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'll be fine, now that I got my shit together, honey I'll be fine, now, no need to worry about me You made me weak, I was begging Kept this bad bitch steady crying I was foolish, I was stupid Guess I gave into your lying I recovered from your damage Too good for your baggage, eh We both know I am better off without ya I don't need ya I don't need your lovin' I don't need ya I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be I'll be fine, now that I got you out my system, honey I'll be fine, now, no closure needed for me You made me plead, I was fragile All your actions, feelings gambled I was spent, I was hurting Sick of losing every battle I moved up and I moved on Hey, good girl turned to savage, eh We both know I am better off without you I don't need ya I don't need your lovin' I don't need ya I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be Fine Fine I don't need you I don't No, No I don't need you I don't No I don't need you I don't No, No Don't need you, ooo I don't need ya I don't need your lovin' I don't need ya I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be I don't need ya I don't need your lovin' I don't need ya I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be I don't need you I don't No, No I don't need you I don't No I don't need you I don't No, No Fine, I'll be fine I'll be Fine
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You Didn't (Acoustic) 03:54
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I let you delegate, dictate I let my own faith, lead me astray I let you dominate, always forgave I let my own heart get in the way Cause that's what I thought you really needed Say that you love me I don't believe it You didn't fall, the way that I fell Head over heels, I fell by my goddamn self You didn't fall, the way that I fell Tell me you love me, but never fell for me You didn't You didn't You didn't I let you up, use me up I let my foolishness, lead the way I let you let go, til you lost control I let my loneliness determine your stay Cause that's what I thought you really needed Say that you love me I don't believe it You didn't fall, the way that I fell Head over heels, I fell by my goddamn self No you didn't fall, the way that I fell Tell me you love me, but never fell for me You didn't You didn't You didn't Told me to be patient with you How long did you expect me to Situation is confusing as can be Cause how can you love me But not be in love with me You didn't fall, the way that I fell Head over heels, I fell by my goddamn self You didn't fall, the way that I fell See you ell me you love me Tell me you, tell me you But you didn't You didn't, aye You didn't, aye oh, no no no You didn't You didn't You didn't, aye You didn't You didn't No, you didn't No, you didn't You didn't See you didn't
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Live After You (Live) 03:48
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Crying on the bedroom floor Shaking I can't take no more I've been moving just a little show Healing isn't ebb and flow Praying for my soul to keep Thinking of you when I sleep I've been faking it for far too long Wishing I could be strong You can't change these memories Damn you left a hole inside of me I was moving up and on But I'm right where you left me Life after, life after you It's a little strange But I'll get use to it Life after, life after you It's a little lonely, no, no, no But I make the most of it Life after, life after you Hurting now I'm feeling numb Thinking boy what have you done I've been fighting just to stay afloat Autopilots all that I know You can't change these memories Damn you left a hole inside of me I was moving up and on But I'm right where you left me Life after, life after you Ba di ba ba, No, no, no Oh, woah Never get use to It's a little strange But I'll get use to it Life after, life after you It's a little lonely, no, no But I make the most of it Life after, life after you Ba di ba, ba di ba ba Oh Never get use to Life after, life after you Mhhh, no, no, n Life after, life after you

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Kingsley’s sophomore album was recorded, mixed and mastered by Sean Berahmand of Sunset Digs Studio.

After two years of reworking and writing, Kingsley is excited to share the good, the bad, and the ugly crier.

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released May 21, 2021

Music produced by Monique Lincoln, Jack Mortensen, Jarrett Tracey, Aaron Schmidt, Thomas Thomas and Haley Johnsen.

Lyrics by Monique Lincoln, Haley Johnsen, Ashley Kervabon.

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Kingsley's presence is captivating and overwhelming, a vivacious, queer, melanated divine being with the ability to make radical change and connection through art. Music that feels like champagne.

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